I'm glad

I'm glad....or I'm trying to be anyway. 
I'm glad you aren't so lonely that you need to talk to me.
I'm glad that your life is so full you don't have time to spend with me.  
I'm glad you are so fulfilled that you have no need of my support.
I forgive myself for being so lonely that I need someone to talk to
I forgive myself for having time I wish I could fill with another person's company
I forgive myself for feeling empty and wanting to be filled.
Will I find a way to do that alone? I don't know, and I forgive myself for that too....and for that I am trying to be glad