So, I end up beating myself up for feeling needy when a guy can't be bothered to just keep in contact. Is that needy? Well, I don't feel like it is, it's a necessity for a relationship. And that is what we are trying to establish, friendship, buddy or partner......all require consistency....don't they? And if you are consistently absent, guess what...no relationship.
So....I have needs. I need companionship. As introverted as I am, I get sick of my own company. Problem here is I would prefer something of substance over superficial....
I need touch. This I could get on a casual basis and have done just that to fulfill that need,
what becomes problematic is it would be SSOOO nice